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When my dishwasher goes through its rinse cycle it sounds vaguely like the TARDIS. This amuses me far more than it should. :P
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| Charlotte Bunch is fucking crazy... |
[13 Aug 2009|04:34am] |
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Seriously, people, please find her article called 'Lesbian in Revolt'. IDEK! I've said 'WTF!' multiple times through the reading of this paper. Her argument is so flawed that I don't even understand how she got this paper published. She basically hates men and say that as women we need to become lesbians so we no longer have to define ourselves as in relation to men. Also, the only way we, as women, can become liberated is so completely isolate ourselves from men, to live in a society completely devoid of men.
WTF!
That is all.
Oh, I'm studying for my gender relations class. It is totally awesome, but makes me cringe when I think too much about the idea of femininity and masculinity when reading fic or watching TV.
PS. I can't believe I'm listening to a song with lyrics like 'BFFs eternally...', but I can't hate it, because the Jonas Brothers are awesome and I'm gonna go to hell for perving on Nick Jonas (who's only 16...sigh).
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| Summer school, why must you be so brutal? |
[05 Aug 2009|04:43am] |
I don't understand how I can spend an entire weekend working on these 2 essays and have nothing to show for it. I really don't. I don't recall slacking off that much, yet I only have 3 3/4 out of the 5-6 pages that I need by 11AM and 1 paragraph out of the 6-7 pages that I need by 12PM on Thursday. Worst of all is, I wrote the majority of that tonight.
WTF!
Brain, you need to explain yourself right now.
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| Kittie! |
[09 Jul 2009|08:52pm] |
Last night me and the roomie decided that we needed to add another member to our apartment. So we went out and got a kitten. She is the cutest thing ever and has already claimed my bed and my lap as her own. She's currently purring like there's no tomorrow on my lap. Last night after trying to put her in her own kittie bed 5 times only to have her come back a minute later, I gave up and just let her sleep curled up next to me. Pictures to come when I can get her to stay still long enough for me to take one.
Oh yea, we named her Moya :P Yes, I totally named my cat after the Farscape ship. Don't judge me.
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| Eeep! |
[01 Jul 2009|08:45pm] |
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This post is pretty much gonna consist of me blabbering on like an idiot. Feel free to not read.
But...OMG! I saw JENSEN ACKLES in PERSON!!! He's so freaking gorgeous! What the hell!
Anyways, random siting in a restaurant. Funny thing is I didn't even notice him at first, I was staring so hard at his girlfriend 'cause she was so pretty (should've known it was Daneel, but she's blonde now, so I didn't make the connection). Then she turned to him and I had a mini-heart attack at the table. And they were seated RIGHT BEHIND ME! He was literally 30 cm away from me. Gah! Also, not to sound creepy (well, more creepy then I already am), he smelled really good (didn't intentionally sniff him, the smell just kinda waft over when he sat down).
*flails*
That ends my creepy post.
EEEE! JENSEN ACKLES!!!!
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| Oh, essay, why can't you just write yourself? |
[19 Mar 2009|01:25am] |
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I think I am slowly losing my mind...from the lack of sleep. I can't remember the last time I pulled all-nighters. I've been so good this year about keeping with my school work. Ugh. But procrastination always creeps up on you.
Also, my love life confuses the hell outta me. So since the last time I posted, my ex tried to get back with me, I slept with my crush, and this random guy I met at sex pub (my school has themed pub, I promise you it was not an orgy) actually texted me.
Now, I said no to my ex, because I don't want to be in a relationship where I'm constantly second guessing whether or not he's going to break it off with me again, since the last break up came so outta nowhere. I kinda felt like I kicked a puppy after I told him that, but I remain firm in my decision. He told me he's changed, but it's only been a month, how much could he have really changed?
The guy I had a crush on for forever does not know what the hell he wants with life right now. We still need to have a talk about this. He just confuses me. One minute he acts like he likes me and is all 'oh, come over and hang out!' and the next he's ignoring my calls and texts and msgs. Like I say. Very confusing. But when we are talking everything still feels the same. He's totally ignoring the fact that we slept together and while that is ok right now, since I have too much schoolwork to do to also deal with his inner turmoil. Once I am done with this sucker, we are having a little chat. If I'm being honest with myself? We haven't been just friends for like 2 years now.
So yea, I was so annoyed at my friend that I gave my number to this cute guy I was chatting with at the bar on pub night. I didn't think he was actually gonna do anything with the number, but he texted me back. So now I have him on facebook, but he hasn't done anything to contact me since. I'm giving him 'til Sunday until I delete him off facebook. Also, the fact that he's 28 and was at a university pub night kinda wigs me out. So we'll see how that goes.
Ok, I have procrastinated long enough now. I'm going to write 2 more pages of this essay if it kills me.
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| RL relationship woes... |
[21 Feb 2009|01:31am] |
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So my boyfriend of about 9 months just broke up with me about...2-3 weeks ago. And yes, I'm fine now. I did the whole suddenly burst out crying thing already. It was quite embarrassing, but oh well.
I'm still not quite sure what happened. We didn't have a fight. Nothing was wrong (that I know of). He basically walked me home and broke up with me on the way. Even brought my stuff that I left over at his place over. But that last bit wasn't quite him being an asshole and more of him wanting to save me the trouble of having to go to his place to pick them up. Still, I don't think he realizes that it sends the message of 'I completely just want to be rid of you, so hey, here's your stuff'. Oh, boys.
Anyways, I've been thinking about our relationship and it's totally better this way. He has stress issues and tend to be really short with people when he gets that way. And I usually get the brunt of it 'cause I'm was at his place all the time. So most of the time he just made me want to smack him upside the head, but I just push it down and remind myself that he was really stressed with schoolwork and stuff. Completely ignoring the fact that _I_ was really stressed too, but I never act like that towards him. Also, with him, I always accepted the fact that I was last on his priority list and as my friends has told me, I really shouldn't have had to. And plus, I'm pretty sure I was only with him to get over the fact that I'm pretty much in love with one of my bestfriends who had a girlfriend at the time.
Oh life.
Yes, the guy that I totally thought that I might've been homewrecking. But now that we're both single, things are back to square one. With the whole cuddling/napping/massage thing. He's totally sending me mixed messages and I'm confused as hell. Like, he'll act all sweet with me when we're alone, but when it's us plus one of our other friends, he'll barely look at me. And I wanna say something to him, but how do you bring up a subject like this. We've both been ignoring this thing between us for so long it seems like a big thing now.
So yea, I just don't know.
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| Exam week... |
[17 Dec 2008|02:20am] |
...why must you suck so? Omg, I'm so close to being done with this semestre. So close. Two more exams and I get to go home after like 5 months. Yay! Except my last exam scares the shit outta me. I hear that one girl has almost a panic/anxiety attack everytime she starts thinking too hard about it.
It's worth 50% of my grade. Gah. And the sad thing is, out of all the people I know that's in the class, I got the highest mark on the midterm. I got 70%, people. 70. That's the highest mark out of the 10-20 people I know in the class. That is sad, yo. And about 37% of the class failed.
I just...yea. It's scary.
Oh, if you're curious, it's a third year biology course. Advanced in call biology.
Yea, I dunno what I was thinking either.
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| I hate my fucking job... |
[15 Sep 2008|10:52am] |
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So I work at Starbucks and knowing how much that I love coffee you would think that this would be an _awesome_ job for me. FUCK NO! My manager sucks. He hired new people (which, yea, good, 'cause we were short staffed for the longest time), but doesn't train them. So we would have 6 people behind the bar and only about 2 of us have any clues as to what we're doing. We have to train them, deal with the mass amount of students who want there coffee and only get paid about $9/hr. And he keeps booking me for 8 hour long shift. DUDE! I cannot work 8 hours every shift! I have school work I need to do you fucktard. Take today for example (I'm on my 1 hour break between classes right. The only one I have today, btw), I have class from 9AM - 2PM. I start work at 2 and don't get to go home 'til 11PM.
Kill me now.
Going to my class now. Hopefully everyone else is having a better day than I am.
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| Um...ok? |
[06 Aug 2008|03:14am] |
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So I just realized that I haven't posted in this for all of 5 months. Um..go me? I dunno, life just has been kinda blah lately. But, ooh, no longer single here, yay! Don't really wanna gush, but he's awesome and so cute :P And after his gig next month, I can totally say I'm dating a rockstar, lol...not that I'll ever say that to his face. And I find it really funny that the first thing my mom asked me after I told her I was dating someone was, 'is he cute?'. My mom = 12 yrs old sometimes. And then followed by, 'why do you only date white boys?'. *facepalm* I mean, there was this other guy who was, by the way, not white, but totally only seeing me to get into my pants, so I dumped his ass about 4 weeks in.
Also? Having a discussion over the beautiful people in Torchwood with your extremely gay and fabulous ex-Bio TA? Most awesomeness and bizarre thing ever! But so far he hasn't seen the ending to series 2 :( Poor Chad...he's gonna be heartbroken, he has quite the little crush on Tosh. But am very glad that I found other people besides me that watches these shows :P
I'm totally just writing this post to avoid finishing my sociology essay...nothing new here. Except the routine activity theory? Actually some pretty interesting stuff. I'm kinda surprised at how much I enjoy sociology. I find the topics extremely interesting and my professor is so freakin' awesome. So yea, back to essay-writing now.
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| Oh wow... |
[15 Feb 2008|03:36am] |
My roommate just came home drunk like there's no tomorrow. I have never seen her so fucked up before. I think she's fine now. She's puked a couple of times and we finally convinced her to get into her bed instead of just lying around the bathroom. For a moment there we were kinda worried that she might have alcohol poisoning, but she puked again and seemed more coherent and lucid. She was speaking in full sentences and everything instead of just making mumbling noises. I'm gonna check on her in a little while to make sure she's still okay. But yea, that was an interesting experience.
Also, 6 hours of people arguing over an organic chemistry assignment? So not fun. God, my professor is evil.
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| OMG, what are you doing with your life??? |
[13 Dec 2007|07:26am] |
Ok, this is really really bad. I have a final exam in less than an hour (yes, it is 7:30AM. and no, I haven't slept since I got up this morning at 11AM, but wow is that so not new) and all I can think about is OMG OMG OMG OMG, I GET TO SEE COBRA STARSHIP next month!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
That is, if I get the tickets. BUT EEEEEEEEE!
Sherry, what the hell are you doing with your life? Get a grip.
GABE! And VICKY-T! My new girl crush, 'cause holy shit, have you seen her legs? They're like a mile long and fuck, she's hot.
OK, I must get dress now. And when I say get dress I mean, down that can energy drink, wear something that is not my pjs and is clean (might be hard to find, as I haven't done laundry in 2 weeks. this needs to be rectify and soon. i'm running outta underwear and socks. sigh.), and try to remember that after this exam I'll be done for this semestre. FUCK YEA!
But only after I'm done. So...in about 3-4 hours-ish.
EEEEE! COBRA STARSHIP! and I don't care what my friend thinks about them. If you don't want to dance listening to CS, you have no soul :P
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| You know you're in University when... |
[09 Dec 2007|03:01pm] |
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It's exam period. Crunch time! You have more empty coffee cups and energy drinks than books. Despite the fact you've been hitting the books for the past day and a half you cannot, for the life of you, remember what you read, or even what course you're studying for.
Completely fucked is an understatement.
And I have work in an hour. At least I'll be surrounded by coffee and people under the same predicament as me. Perks of working at Starbucks on campus.
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| Ugh... |
[02 Dec 2007|12:49am] |
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Porch crawlers? Never again. Yuck. I had one and a half cup and I feel sick. I'm pretty sure I'm still drunk and that was like 2 hours ago.
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| !!!!11!!!! |
[11 Oct 2007|10:06pm] |
OMG, Why didn't anyone tell me that Chris is on Man Band on Much More Music! CHRIS KIRKPATRICK! Along with Jeff from 98 degrees, that dude from LFO and this other dude in this band that I have never heard of. It's like my pre-teen/early-teen music all squished into one!
Granted, I just saw one episode and it wasn't that good. It could be because that I don't really care for anyone except Chris.
But CHRIS! SQUEE!
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[03 Oct 2007|11:56pm] |
Dear Asshole(s) standing below my window,
For the love of all things holy, STOP SMOKING UP OUTSIDE MY FUCKING APARTMENT!!!!
Some people (ie. me) are trying to study (or y'know watch youtube videos on so you think you can dance) here and we (ME) don't appreciate the smell of weed.
Also, it's FUCKING WEDNESDAY! Mid-terms start next week, don't you have anything better to do with your time?
No love whatsoever,
me
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| Update after a gabazillion years... |
[17 Sep 2007|12:05am] |
So I got my nose peirced today. It was a semi-spontaneous moment. I mean, I knew I wanted to get it done, but I didn't think I would get it done today. But I thought, 'why the hell not? I'm already in downtown.'
And the verdict is: I love it! It's cute and doesn't hurt or bother me at all. Well, it distracts me a little 'cause I can see the stud out of the corner of my eye and it twinges a bit when I wrinkle my nose.
I don't have any swelling, though there is a little redness going on near the peircing.
Damn it! Now I want the vertical labaret even more (except my mom would probably kill me). Maybe I'll wait and see how she reacts to this peircing first.
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